[Both pictures were taken on our way to reach Minneapolis..]
which means it has been almost half year of me staying in the US.
Oh!
If only words can correctly describe my feeling~~
What I know is, I am missing people each day--terribly, and maybe will be missing them for a longer period-even more terrible,,
since I've decided not to go back to Malaysia this summer.
Seriously, it's a tough decision to make as some say I should really go back home since I'm so homesick, but then, oh well, some things are just meant to be that way.
Nevermind. I know I have my other friends as the loyal companions ,right friends? :) and of course, I'll never be alone when everyone else is deciding on going back since, Allah will always be there for me :)
Being here for 6 months was never an easy journey. Allah knows better how I felt whenever everything felt just so wrong... People might envy me whenever I uploaded pictures with snow,or fall leaves, or anything bizarre to one's eyes, but if only they know how I secretly suffer knowing they have their mom whom they can meet during the weekend..which I can't..
People also might see me as a great person for being able to study this far, but if only they know how small and stupid I felt compared to my other Malaysian friends and of course to American etc. Never it was an easy journey. But Alhamdulillah, He guided me all the way so I would be able to survive here. Thanks to supporting friends, and this little strong heart He granted me, I'm now a 6-month-survivor! :)
I wish...
for the years spent here in the future would be really productive for me,,no matter how hard they gonna be,,
insyaAllah..
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